I’d spend hours on AOL chatting and trading pictures with strangers. Was I just a horny teenager or was I attracted to guys as well? Could I be straight but also into masturbating to photos of cocks? I wasn’t using gay porn exclusively, but it was in heavy rotation. My collection grew until I had a pretty decent folder and was routinely masturbating to these images. I started spending more time in chat rooms talking to guys. But Then I Didn’t Delete hotstud.jpg Did I? I didn’t want to be turned on by images of naked dudes. I’d always been turned on by women, and up until now, I’d only ever wanted a girlfriend.
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I didn’t know what to think or how to proceed. Would I be tormented more than I already was? I came from a loving family but would my parents still accept me? Was it time to kiss my dream of having a wife and kids goodbye? Making friends at school was already challenging for me. I didn’t know how people close to me would react.
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I didn’t have a concept of sexuality at that point, but I knew that being gay was going to fuck things up for me. I’d had two girlfriends by the time I saw hotstud.jpg so in my mind I was straight. My dad picked me up after and I was sure he could smell sex on me. I lost my virginity to a girl at a party when I was 15 years old.
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But getting turned on by a picture of a naked dude? I had a hard time swallowing that. My eyes wandered to his cock, and I got turned on. I quickly went to close the file, but then I hesitated. Big muscles, nice tan, and a huge hard cock. Then one day I opened up a file named hotstud.jpg.Ī hot stud indeed, letting it all hang out. You know, your typical straight dude porn. Every time I logged on to AOL, I’d hear the iconic “You’ve got mail” and open up my inbox to a plethora of porn. I’d go to a chatroom, chat with some strangers, and end up trading pictures with them. People would meet up online, engage in cybersex, organize sex dates, or trade pornographic pictures and videos.
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There were chatrooms for just about everything, but the most popular ones had to do with sex and porn. Virtual meeting rooms where folks came together to chat about a variety of topics. If Craigslist was around, I certainly didn’t know about it.įor me, that meant getting my jollies out the old fashioned way, via AOL chatrooms. Unsplash / Celine Preher Before Tinder There Was AOL